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welll then. my life has changed so much it's amazing. every day that goes by i think about all the crazy stuff that has changed me. i'm no longer this wild girl and it scares me. hahaha i was just reading all my former entries from like 2 years ago, and i remind myself of a girl named Maya. apparently she's best friends with kyle. well anyways. i really think i've grown up, i haven't written in here for ages, wow. the october entry doesn't count[= so much has happened i've changed so much. and i don't want to catch you up on it because, dear diary, that would be a waste of space. i realize that i've made mistakes this year and i don't need to write them out on a page. anyways, i really want to start writing in here again. that would be nice[= writing is what i miss. writing was my passion. but so many things slipped away. //cole how i'm feeling:  calm
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Sometimes my friends are so shallow it amazes me. I mean, I am too. I really realized today how I take everything for granted. I have such a great life and I'm always complaining about little stupid things. I mean, here Kyle is always saying EVERY FREAKING DAY how horrible his day is because of some girl. There's way more to life then that. Logan's mom almost killed herself today and Logan didn't even complain, he didn't even ask for prayer, all he did was tell me that in a calm voice and I almost started crying. His life is so horrible and all I think about is myself. And all Kyle thinks about is some stupid pointless girl and how "oh woe is me, my life is so horrible, gasp!" Sometimes I just don't understand why Adam and Eve had to be so selfish. xxoo - Cole how i'm feeling:  drained
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Wow!!! Omg I haven't written in here for ages!!! Well anyways, I'm going to start writing in livejournal every time I'm on the computer, so it should be at least every other day because I miss writing all about everything in here and I haven't written for like 2 and 1/2 months, so I guess it's not that long, but a lot has come and gone, like Christmas for instance. It seems like last year was so fast and Christmas went by WAAAAYYYY to fast. Wowness. So anyways, I just got back from church a few hours ago and Rey and I were going to go to the mall and then see Epic Movie, but then, at CHURCH, when I was already READY, she learned she had to work and go to some pizza thing, so later today at around 3:30 Mel and I might be going to the mall, oooooh funness, I havne't seen her in ages. Well, anyways, I'm going to go check my myspace cuz I'm bored to tears right now, I want to do something fun and no one is online to talk to and I hate calling people and ugh. Just a boring day, I even finished all my math yesterday so I COULD do something fun tomorrow...ay yi yi, oh well, I'll live. Adios!!! xxoo lurve ya! luvs and hugs **nicole
You Are A Little Snobby
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And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.
Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.
And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.
You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.
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You Will Be a Modern Bride!
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While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding tradions, you want a wedding with a twist
You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines
Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...
Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalied vows, whatever suites you!!!
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how i'm feeling:  thirsty
what i'm listening to: Where is the Love - Black Eyed Peas
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I'm bored, therefore I must write in here...because that's what I do when I'm bored, I write and write and write, since it's good for you to clear the junk from your brain as Mrs. Dugan says, lol. Ew...why am I talking about teachers in here? So anyways, I'm really excited for tonight, but I'm also sad that Mariah is going out of town, but I'm also not, because I wouldn't be able to see her anyways, lol. You see...she's going on the winter retreat and I'm going ice skating today and Kaitlyn and Deryck might spend the night and then tomorrow we're getting trained to give tours at the salmon hatchery and I got some adorable new boots for that!!!! So exciting! So I'll be seeing her on Monday anyway. These are three books and one series that everyone MUST read, they are my all time FAVORITE books. 1. Avalon High by Meg Cabot 2. Keeping the Moon by Sarah Dessen 3. A Ring of Endless Light by Madeline Le'Engle 4. The Time series...and I can't remember all the names of the books but the author is Caroline B. Cooney, so just look her up and you'll see books like Out of Time etc...there's only four, so read them ALL. Anyway, those are awesome books. I'm soooo excited for tonight!!! Although I don't know what we'll do. I want to rent a chick flick like how to lose a guy in 10 days or something which is an awesome movie if I do say so myself. I hope she's aloud to watch it, cuz it's amazing! Well, g2g finish my math and fiction homework and practice my bassarooo!!! Luvvins y'all! xxoo Colie* Quiz:
You Should Own a Dalmation
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Energetic, polite, and uniquely stylish.
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how i'm feeling: dorky
what i'm listening to: Hero by Mariah Carey...<3 her
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Hey, Rey!!! Are you coming on Thanksgiving?????? I really hope so!!! And also guess WHAT? I CAN GO TO THE MALL TOMORROW!!! YAYNESSS TIMES INFINITY...except you know how we usually just like walk around, I'm actually going to buy some clothes, lol. So what time does your soccer game end? And is it still in Maltby? Well anyway, I'll call you about it later :] I am feeling really good today :] I feel happy and all sorted out and all I have to do before I can go to the mall is my Intro to Fiction homework, two lessons of math and practice my bass, yay!!! And I'm going to wash Candy today! She's going to be a good smelling booger wooger poo poo POOO!!!! lolol. I don't know about you spending the night on Monday, Rey, I think we're just going to pick you up on Tuesday...but we really need to have a sleep over and it's almost November, so w00t, lol. We should rent the movie How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. I love it even though I've seen it a million times. Kate Hudson is my second favorite actress, right after Reese Witherspoon who's name is actually Laura Jeanne Reese Witherspoon...but yuck, she looks like a Reese, lolol. But you know what, Rey???? The other day in the car, I was talking with my dad and we were dropping off Nathan, here's how the convorsation went: Nathan - "Who's Mariah?" Dad - "You don't know MARIAH? The loud one? She's my favorite friend of Nicoles!!!" Nathan - "Oh...Mariah Hammond." Me - "Dad, do you think Mariah is pretty?" Dad - "Yah...she reminds me of that one actress, what's her face?" Me - "Uhhh, I don't know, he he" Dad - "Reese Whaterspoon" LOLOL, Isn't that soooo awesome? I would majorly take that as a compliment. Anyways, miss you tons and loads and millions babe!!! :] xxoo Luvs Colieolieroliepolie Quiz:
Your Candy Heart Is "BE MINE"
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You've got your eye on someone, that's for sure
And you're hoping for a little spark to erupt
Make it happen on Valentine's day by going from friendly to flirty
Or if you're shy, at least play Secret Admirer
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how i'm feeling:  dirty
what i'm listening to: "Honey" by Mariah Carey
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I feel really strange right now. I want to switch schools, I just feel like life is really awful right now. I don't think my friends like me much and I was really rude to Mariah today and John Floyd was really rude to me and I just hate. I want to go to Kings...but then my mom and I were talking and I was talking about how great Mariah is and how she's just like a really good person and how I feel so dumb because she's an awesome Christian and all and then my mom was all understanding and I said, well it always seems like you guys are picking on me and mariah and she said, nope I love you guys a lot and so does your dad. And then I said, Well what about Nana? She's kinda rude to Mariah. And Mom said, well, that's Nana for you. So right now I really love my mom and I really love Mariah, but I still want to switch schools because I feel like all the moms at school hate me, and today I was feeling constantly judged and I hate that. I felt sick today, but not in a physical way. I hate it when my friend's moms don't like me, it hurts so bad. Like, they want to change everything about me, but I'm sorry, I like myself just the way I am, my clothes, my personality and everything and I wish that people could just accept that instead of always wanting to change me. That's why I feel like the only people that I love right now are my Mom and Mariah, cuz I feel like they wont judge me no matter what I'm wearing or who I am, and they'll just love me because of all my weirdness. And now I'm going to go have some time with God and then sleep, cuz I really feel like crying right now. Good night. Nicole Quiz:
You'll Find Love Through Friends
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Your friends get you better than any guy ever has
And they're the perfect people to introduce you to your soulmate
So look and act you're best with them, even if it's a girl's night out
You never know who they might find for you!
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how i'm feeling:  distressed
what i'm listening to: "love" by some chick from the 60's
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Hey guys! Well, I just cleaned my room and vacuumed it and now it's very nice compared to what it was yesterday. Dad and I aren't going to the Agros thing tonight after all because my dad ripped his diaphragm so it's really hard for him to walk and talk and stuff. It's really scary :[[[ Anyways, I was hired for Cascade Kennels but I decided not to take the job because I would be working every day that I was available leaving me no time for homework or friends and what kind of life is a work obbsessed life? I would work on Sundays, Saturdays, Fridays and Thursdays form 9-6. Even though the pay is good I just want to wait until summer or something, but now I have no idea how I'm going to make money, cuz lately I always feel really broke. Maybe I'll get discovered by some famous talent scout by the KCMS commercial or something, lolol. But yah, it's kinda sad, but goodish, I just didn't feel right taking the job, I was praying and talking with God so much and I was sobbing for like 3 hours and finally I was like, "Omg, I'm so stupid," so I picked up my Bible and the first thing I read was this, "Loved one, I know it is hard to wait, when you want an answer now. It's easy to become impatient, or worse, to think I've forgotten you. Remember the Israelites. Not one of my promises to htem failed. Every one was fufilled...at the right time. -Your Father" I really felt like God was talking to me there, so I was like, you know what? This just isn't the time and I believe that God will provide for me and my family :] I still haven't gotten the abercrombie sweats or anchor blue fragrence, wanna go to the mall this weekend, Rey? Are you coming to the Halloween party at my house? Like no one has said yes for sure yet, I'm soooo frustrated. I really wish I hadn't invited John Floyd, he's SOOOO annoying, blech. Vomitrocious! The swing dance was awesome!!! There was no caller so it was a LOT more fun than normal, I learned all these new steps because Meredith and Arthur were really patient teachers and I finally got them down PERFECTLY, it was sooo much fun, I learned how to properly spin and to the arm limbo thing and Christian taught me how to do a two inch dip ((he drops you so low you're two inches off the floor)) the one thing I just couldn't get a hang of was the sweetheart though. One time I felt pretty bad though because Mark asked me to dance and he sucked so bad so I started leading, but then I stopped, cuz I felt bad, lol, he was not fun to dance with though, his hands were all cold and sweaty too, eeeeuck. ((OMG bleck, Josh Heald is here playing airsoft, he's sooo loud, lol)) But anyways, I danced with Brennan, he's really nice and he's good too, and Arthur was the first person to ask me, like the minute they started, he came up and asked and he taught me all this AWESOME stuff!!!!!!!!!!! But Deryck was the most fun to dance with, his hands were warm but not hot, not sweaty at all and not dry, I loved dancing with him until this STUPID girl came up and she's like, "Can I steal this dance?" It was sooo retarded! Ugh. Nick Collins asked me to dance and I almost barfed, but I refrained from barfing and instead said, "Omg, I'm so tired right now, sorry!" lolol. Taylor was really fun though, normally I thought she didn't like me but we were hanging out a ton last night, I like her a lot, she said she would kill me if I didn't come on Tuesday...uh oh, I hop ethe 4h meeting isn't then :[[[ lolol. Anyways, I had a fuuuun night, I also love it how (((unlike John Floyd)) Deryck doesn't BATHE in collogne, ewwww! Mom's outta town so gotta do school now, math and intro to fiction and stuff. But this was a really long entry, so I hope I didn't bore you or anything :] Luvvins! xxoo Colie PS Aren't my smiley's soooo cute? Quiz: ((lol, read the other possibilities!!! dead leaves!))  | You scored as quilted toilet paper. That's correct. You're the fancy, quilted kind of toilet paper, like in the Charmin commercials. You're a smooth talker with a gregarious personality. But with your flattering nature, people may accuse you of wiping other people's...feet.
quilted toilet paper | | 88% | under-dispensing toilet paper | | 63% | paper napkins | | 63% | empty roll | | 56% | dead leaves | | 56% | over-dispensing toilet paper | | 50% | public restroom toilet paper | | 19% | </td>
what kind of TOILET PAPER are you?
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how i'm feeling:  hopeful
what i'm listening to: None
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I decided that I'm going to write in thesuperdupers and in here every other time, so when I write in here, that means that I'll write in thesuperdupers next time, bcuz I'm basiclly just saying the same thing in both journals. So anyways, I checked out some pilates videos and stuff so I can tone my abs at home for free :] lol. So for halloween, I have some new ideas, feel free to say no to any of these. They come over at 5 or 6 and then we eat pizza and watch a few scary movies, we would watch like, when a stranger calls, phone booth or war of the worlds...OOOH HIDE AND SEEK, my mom says I can't watch that though, maybe I can convince her, lolol. So anyways, we would just hang out and veg and then maybe go swimming/hot tubbing when it's really dark outside. I thought that might be fun instead of trick-or-treating, I seriously don't feel like buying all that costume junk. Maybe go to bob's corn maze too (??) anyways, thoughts plz? I hafta go do 3 lessons of math now so all my stuff can be ready for school on Monday! yay! I'm just so happy right now, idk why, I really wanna get those abercrombie sweats though and a shirt from anchor blue or hollister or maybe wet seal to go with it and that Tan Line fragrance, yummo! Anyways, they still haven't called back about the Cascade Kennels job, I hope I get it! Keep your fingers crossed for me and pray pray pray plz :] Then I can finally pay for Candy (dog not food) and not be broke anymore as well as take care of AWESOME dogs. My favorite dog there is a pit bull/sharpe/black lab mix, it's SOOOO cute, her name is Ellie and then there's three aussie shepherds that I get to walk too if I get this position, I 4get what their names are, but you'd LOVE THEM!!!! You should apply here when you're 14!!!!! That would be sweet :] It's awesomeness in one. There's a cattery too:]]]] Anyways! Luvs! xxoo Colie Quiz:
You Are Bold Red Boots
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You like to put your most outrageous foot forward!
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how i'm feeling:  cheerful
what i'm listening to: "This Curse" by Relient K
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